实际上
人与人之间本身就不可能掏心掏肺
所有的都只是通過語言和行動來表達
有些話說不出口
有些事不愿表露
其實我都懂
這就是一種隔閡
隔閡是視時間的長短而衡量深淺的
時間長了或許本來有的隔閡就已經漸漸變薄
亦有可能
在長時間的相處之下發現
原來彼此之間并非想象中那樣要好
so
i dont care
if you dont love me
well
i will go
far away from here
not in your sight
and never stop
you wont see me
maybe you will be better
but
dont tell me you would miss me one day
I dont love to hear that if I decide to leave you
i wont love to hear anything of yours
even you tell me you get married or a child or any other happiness~
I will leave you
all of you
I will find a new place
with colm and by a lake..
with some cows ,sheep and some crops
I cook for myself or neighbors sometimes
I will leave me alone
dont need anyone of you ~~
so ~

這就是隔閡
是的
我會離開的。
遠遠的走開
你們看不見我
我聽不到任何讓我心情頓時跌進谷底的話語~
誰都知道的
我是沒有所謂的什麽的自尊心
但是
我不愿意看著你們的臉色
再說一邊這樣傷人的話：
Since you are so tired of me
Why should I born?
Now that you think I am superfluous
Why I placed so much hope?
so why~
leave me alone !
leave me alone!@
dont talk to me !
you r so annoying!